Hey Pack!

Well, I'm home! Actually BEEN home since last Friday
Sorry I didn't let you guys know; it's been a rushing week! I have SO many pictures I need to share with you all that are simply wonderful.

I had such a fantastic time. Refilled mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally. I felt like I was right at home connecting with the forest around me. I got to climb the second highest mountain of the Adirondack and it wasn't like I was going up but it was pulling me in! The whole beautiful mountains and trees were just beckoning me "Come in! Come in! Come closer. Be with us" and it just made me feel so welcomed and like I always belonged

I had the best of the best tour guides; keeping me safe, comfortable and well entertained the whole time-
Yes, we did break up, but the trip was something that we needed. We talked for a long time about all the decisions we made and we came to a conclusion:

We're going to get back together

We figured out that it wasn't so much that we were tired or incompatable with each other, but it was the world around us (well, more me) that became frustrating and confining.
During our trip we worked so well together; he was so much more experienced than I was in that environment but I pulled him up the mountain just like he pulled me up as well. We caught each other on several occasions from slippery rocks and helped out one another while camping too. We just really fit out there.

It was being and working together that really brought us close; being in his more open, trusting, peaceful environment and it was like starting out brand new. His family was so wonderful and kind and they are just so close to one another-
I'm homesick to go back.

Spiritually revived as well. While camping out in the woods, the stars above just surrounded our campsite. There were so many above that it was like the fireworks show finale and in that moment of looking up and watching I felt like was so safe and protected by something bigger than anything. I don't know if it was God God...but it was something. It's not so much that I'm bitter at God; it's just a lot of unfond memories of the way I used to be so confined and conformed and repressed. I'm still kinda figuring that out, but I think Jesus and I are friends again; following the more spiritual path rather the more religious path.

Well, I'm going to be uploading my pictures to my photography site and I hope you all enjoy!


Oh and I have a question:
If I did a full body picture, would anybody be willing to help me buy a three month subscription? I came back home and I have a BUTTLOAD of devianations.
Either that, or can anyone help me figure out how to put my billing address?
First one to answer back and is willing to buy me a subscription, gets it!

Thanks pack! I've missed you!

Love and howls galore
~FM