FINALLY.

Today is the first official day of Fall. Of course, here where I live, that hardly applies but still, I can at least pretend it's cooler. Lol

Things so far are going pretty well for me. and I are still so strong as a couple. I do so much love being with him in my different life story I'm reading and developing. It's good to have a co author, lol.

Recently, I've started to take better care of myself for the long haul. More specifically
I'm telling you all I've started taking a medication to curb my anxiety, stress and depression. It's something I was heavily deadset against when starting therapy but I realize how much something like medication will balance my chemical stress inducers and will help me handle stress that comes at me directly.
Just wanted you guys to know- I like being honest with my friends.

Working still where I am. It's going along pretty smoothly though I could do without the heat- hopefully this year, Fall will ease that burden.

Have a nice fall everyone!
<3

Love and howls galore
~FM

Such is life and death, honestly.

Well, as everyone knows-

I'm back from vacation I have been for about three days. I'm sure y'all were horrible, sloppy messes without me, eh?

Okay, nobody REALLY cares about that

Michael Jackson died today at 50 of a cardiac arrest. As a musically trained person I only really miss the Michael as a performer and singer, not so much the person himself. As a child, adorable and had an amazingly powerful voice. As an adult, though pushed to the extreme, incredible dancing skills and a voice that could seriously liven up every party.
Sounds shallow, yeah, but really, isn't that how most of us feel about actors/actresses and muscians? I just didn't care for him as a person because of his crazy actions- but dang could he lay out some beats.
I hope he finds the peace he was always longing for- the childhood he claims to have never had.

In other news, my boyfriend is sick with a mysterious flu. I really hope it's nothing but we're keeping an eye on it. During our vacation he became sick after the third day and his mother and I thought it was just the sunburn making him overheated, so for the night we took ice cold towels and pressed it all over his 'hot' shoulders and face.
Turns out the next day, it was something more. He started feeling woozy, queasy and still overheated so when he got home he went to the doctor and they told him it was this flu.
I'm keeping a cool head about it (ha, almost pun) but I still can't help but be concerned.
Just keep him in prayers please!

Well, that's it for now, be safe y'all

love and howls
~FM

...makes me feel finnnnee, blowin' thru the Jasmine of my mmiinnnnddd <3

heading off to Sanibel Island for four days of a much needed vacation. I'm going with and his family so it will be really enjoyable to spend so much time with my boy and get to know the rest of them a little better. I'm not taking my computer because Lord knows I need to restrain myself from it for a few days.

Well, anyway, see y'all Monday!
I'll bring ya back a conch x3

Love and howls,
~FM

.....go see it.


If you have doubts, get rid of 'em. It's worth every penny.
I almost cried three times.
THREE.
And I never cry. Take my word. Go see it.

NOW.

(go with somebody you love too- mom, dad, grandpa, grandma, son, daughter, husband, wife, dog- it doesn't matter, that really helps :3)



End shameless plug

~FM

I had to pull down the St. Patrick's day journal XD so why not update?

I know for my past couple of entries they've been kinda' dark. Really depressing stuff due to a lot of recent painful events. Because of those instances, I just have had no motivation, no gusto, no want to do anything but merely do what I had to do to get by and not get in any sort of trouble that would cause any more pain.

Basically, a life without risk or consequence.
No matter what, friends, NEVER EVER make your life so docile that you don't take risks. Risks not only make life a little more interesting, but they keep you from being stagnant. Stagnant is the worst way to be, trust me on this. Having your life stand so still accumulates a lot of scum and garbage within yourself and you tend to start believing the crap you pile on. consequences help you learn, too, you know? And if I've learned anything from my two decades on earth it's that I love to learn from consequences. It makes one tougher, stronger and smarter. Chance is something no one should take for granted.


So, from the suggestion of a friend (thanks Ellen!) I decided to branch out and take a risk to meet some people from my area. Since I started working at G*torland I literally lost like, a million friends and my self confidence so I really just needed something new to spark up my life a bit.

Then, became the struck flint to my dry life. A really awesome guy that lives just about 25 minutes from my house. We got to talking, hanging out, and goofing around and eventually it has lead to the present day and moment where I'm writing you now.

I'm no longer single!
I wanted to give my previous relationship a while to air out in order to be fair to anyone (and everyone involved) that I might become interested in. He happened to come along when I felt like my life was really reaching a pretty low point. He was there to comfort me as a friend in the beginning but now he just makes my life happier and keeps the good times rolling. The perfect gentleman of a guy so y'all don't need to worry either X3 Opens doors, buys the dinners, takes me out places- the works!

And that's pretty much it (Sorry if the journal seems a little sparatic- I've been glancing at the clock making sure I'm not about to miss work XD)
Thank you for giving me a chance and letting me take one ^^


love and howls galore
~wolfsong